quarta-feira, 14 de janeiro de 2009

I just heard this music today as it was the first time, and for the first time it meant something to me...

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now

Colbie Caillat - Realize
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNrWiOFOO28

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quinta-feira, 1 de janeiro de 2009

2009

Hi everyone,

Aparently I takes me longer and longer to come and leave some little message to the courageous ones who come here...
I am really satisfied to see that 2008 is over! In fact we are some people for whom 2008 were mostly negative! For me the best aspect of the past year was really my eyes surgery...

Anyways I am sure that 2009 will compensate us all and giove us all success and everything we want, wish and deserve!

Is it a best way to start the year than travelling for holidays??? I will start this way as starting tomorrow I will be travelling somewhere in Europe (for a week)... I am sure it will be great as destination seems more than attractive!

A Great year to you all and see you... read you soon!

domingo, 16 de novembro de 2008

For You

For the first time in my life I cannot wait until Tuesday. Week ends seem so long without you. Tuesday I might finally see you again! Tuesday you will hold me into your arms, you will just look at me with this special look that turns me upside down and I will kiss your pretty face, hands...

You just came into my life in an unexpected way, a way I could not imagine or even think of. You came out and everything is changing for me little by little giving me new hopes and plans.
The more I know you the more, I like you. Is it normal? Are you my Mr Right? I don't know but I would like to.

It should not have been this way, so quick, so real but I am glad it happenned.

I did not want to share in this blog my personal life or feelings but at this point I just want to say to the world how happy I am, hoping that it is not a mirage! I am living a dream and that's the most important!!!

Thank YOU for being who you are....
(See you on tuesday?)

domingo, 26 de outubro de 2008

What is happenning?

Sometimes life give you nice surprises but it sometimes appears not to be so fantastic as it seemed. The question is Why?
Why are things changing? why do you have bad surprises? why can't you understand what happened to change everything?
Why are you so stupid not understanding what's wrong?

Please explain.

sábado, 11 de outubro de 2008

Our society is Individualistic or not?

Hi everyone!

During the last years you see that our society is mor and more individualistic.
In supermarkets you will find many products in 1 portion and not familiar size anymore (at least now you can chose). You see also the video games that are rather to play alone than in group.
People stay hours and hours in front of their computer and big cities are bigger and bigger and you do not even know your neighbours.
To my mind it is not a bad aspect as I were a single child I got used to play alone, I don't like to waste food and individual portions are just perfect and if I don't know much about my neighbours that's fine in the way that they won't know or speak about my personal life.

However during the last 10 days I have experienced the other side of this wonderful society.
I have had a problem in a leg and I could not walk nor drive. After going to a hospital they gave me a special treatment that I had to make in the free clinic.
Now comes the funny part:
- if I couldn't drive nor walk how could I go home? a friend drove me
- if I couldn't walk how could I go to the free clinic everyday - when the access is via big stairs (no lift)
- how can I get drugs if I can't to the chemistery
- how can I go to the next day's appointment with the doctor if I was not supposed to move?

If everyone is assuming that big cities are more and more individualistic why is nothing ready or prepared for people leaving by themselves? I really enjoyed those days to understand all the illogical aspects of our wonderful "modern" society!

Anyways I have to thank all people that gave me a hand those days...
See you all soon
XXXX

domingo, 14 de setembro de 2008

You're not 15 anymore

Hi everyone,

Thee other day a friend of mine told me "you're not a teenager anymore"! It was quite a shock! I believed that I would be a teenager for all my life! However I started to think about my life at that time and now and I would like to share it with you:

Back in Teenage times (+/-15 y.o):
- back to school - for me there were nice times (good student) with very nice friends that are still in my life and heart
- live with my parents which were very nice BUT had their own rules such as "we will take you at midnight at your friend's house and don't even be 2 minuites late!".
- allways have to explain why, where, when and with whom each time we want to go out (even during the day).
- have to be there and allways eat what they are eating even it is not our cup of tea
- have to smoke in secret
- secret boyfriends
- no personal transportation mean
- nothing to do at home (no domestic tasks or very few)
- no worries about €€€ as we don't have and parents give it to us (after a very good explanation)

Now (about 12 years later):
- live by yourself - some rent to pay, food, all stuff for home to pay
- all domestic tasks are under your responsibilty
- smoke in front of everyone
- only cook (when you cook) what you like and at the time YOU want (even though lunch can be at 3 or 4pm)
- no problem to exit at midnight - noone to report to!
- Go out everytime you want, where you want, because you want and with the people you wish!
- you have your own car or your friend's one so easier to go out!
- you work

Resume: Why feeling sad about our teenage time if now we have more freedom, independance and we are the ones who really decide what to do of our free times??? of course financial aspect only depends from us and life is not really easy on that times but this is the price to pay for independance!

I am personnaly really but really happy not to be 14 anymore and to be able to make my own schedule without asking anmyone's permission!
27 is another way of saying FREEDOM!

segunda-feira, 1 de setembro de 2008

Why?

Long time no see for a lot of reasons. One of them being lack of inspiration! I am not in a very good mood to write the kind of texts I usually write but I can not stay quite when I see stupid thinks happening!

Last WE as almost every week end or day, one young guy was shot because of a stupid reason: a car! Is there anyways any good reason to shoot someone?
Isn't there any other way to solve problems or diferences than violence? I can imagine that testosterone or any other hormone can be the reason of many fights but shooting someone? Should we now all leave with a gun because we never know???
Someone today was saying that when one shoots someone else it should suffer the same because being in jail is not a real punishment! Is it the solution? I don't believe so!!!
I want to believe that education should be the key of this situation! People gaining respect for the otrhers! Understand that not all means justify a aim.

Anyways I won't wright more just to say bye to João Paulo who used to work in the same company as I do and for this time, the news did not sound only like "one more accident/fight" to me but a real shock!